Message/Intro from Founder/Owner:

Welcome to the Played Club.  Yeah, you read it right,
this site is new and is basically, the opposite of a
player's club.  This club consists of those people who
get played, have never found love, don't know what love is,
or for lack of better words, known to society as a loser.

Im not sure exactly yet how I am going to set up the club, but
it is not here to get back at people.  It will be bascially, any
person that thinks they are worthy of being a played club member,
would just submit there story or reasons why they think that they
are a loser and if it is acceptable, then your story will be posted
for others to use and you will be a member of the club.  Benfits will
be basically, your story published and a free forwarding e-mail account.
Im sure I will get some other stuff together since I am just doing this
because I am a loser myself and You will see my main story below.  Remember,
we do not use people's names here or any personal information of legal
question since these are only opinions from the person/author.  They are
to be taken how ever you want, but just remember.  Its all a joke and in fun,
so don't take it seriously.  Since there is no way to validate any stories
here, just consider it as a writing of fiction and for public humor uses only.

Now, as the owner and founder of The Played Club, my current status/story will
be the first so here goes.

Im 18, and to sum up my entire life, I have not been in love, well at least, I dont
think so because of course, me being a born loser, I don't know what it is.

I went through grade school, believe it or not, having girlfriends, basically
and new one every year.  Why, I dunno, for fun and because everyone else was doing it
I guess.  I mean, I can't understand.  If you have ever seen me, which you havent, then
you would know I am ugly as sin.  But hey, I guess that's why girls like to play me. heh.
Well, I went through middle school and most of high-school single and just doing
whatever I wanted, when I wanted because I figured these relationship things would just
take up too much time, and whats the point?  Well, I guess that was a big mistake because
it left me with friends, but I had no clue what dating was all about. (The birth of a loser).

So senior year, I decided to try this stuff out and start dating (the quest for love begins).
First, I found a beautiful and loving girl who was a freshmen.  After a few months of talkin
on the phone, etc. (I think they call this stage talkin or somethin?), we decided to try to
date.  Well, we met as usual at school, and I chocked.  Literally, I just turned and walked away.
She of course hated me for 2 years, but now we are really close and she has a boyfriend and Im
screwed outta that picture (Loser mistake #1).

Next I met up with a great looking blonde, average height and nice personality.  After talkin
a while, I turn out to be scared to death of her.  She had issues that you just couldn't believe.
But hey, I tried to break that off easy by just not taking her home after school one day, HUGE mistake.
That was the end of that with a lot of angry words thrown at me, which I deserved I guess (Looser Mistake #2)

Then, I met an awesome girl.  I mean, DROP-DEAD Gorgeous in the eyes of most everyone at my school.  Were talkin
average height, blonde hair, blue eyes, beatiful build, Superb sweet personality, cheerleader, most popular, she
had it all.  Now why she ever talked to me, I will never know and still wonder. I hadn't started
to get played yet, that comes later.  But we talked for only 1 week and cared for each other so much that we just decided
to make it official.  Just like that, here is my first actual official dating stage of my senior year.  Guess what,
after 3 days, that was over, I got scared, she hated me and it just ended like that. (BIG LOSER mistake #3, bad communication)

Next came my highschool crush.  Were talking beautiful beyond words again here.  She's a senior, great and amazing (notice the playing begins).
She was the main reason the previous mentioned relationship didn't work out.  I was just completely obsessed with this girl and she
ACTED to be same with me.  Here came my first ACTUAL sweet kiss.  It was great of course and everything was good until one day, I thought
that I may have been in love, why I dunno, maybe I just wanted to say it so I did and the next thing I knew.  She was gone and with another guy.
No goodbye no reason, just, youve been played, it was fun, bye.  Rumor is she cheated on me anyways, but hey, it happens to us losers.

Alright, now I was like, woah, this sux.  But I went on.  Now once again came another cheerleader, same thing happened here as did before.
I cared a ton about her, even takin her to prom and yet kiss #2 and the next thing I know, she's gone and with another guy.  Played #2.  Its getting bad here.  U know?

Now, I said forget it, no more because I had college comming up and I just wanted to be single for that.  But truthfully, here I have spent 18 years
looking for love, a steady relationship and someone just to care about that would actually care for me back.  Im one of those loser hopeless romantic types.  I mean, Junior year, I sent 3 roses
to a girl that I so had a crush on, I met her my freshmen year so I figured it only appropriate to send 3 roses, one each day with the numbers, 1 - 2 - 3 respectively
on them to her on the week leading to valentines day.  Then valentines day I told her about the roses.  One for each fantastic year I had known her.
And about how I had a crush on her and asked her out.  We went out
and that was the worst date I had ever been on.  She didn't talk, she hated me.  I guess she felt sorry for my loser self, who knows.

Well, guess what, I got played one more time before I was out of my senior year of high school.  Yet again, another cheerleader!
This time, dark brown hair, brown eyes and told me all these stories about how
she wanted a nice guy, and she wasnt like the ones before.  Well, we talked for a while and the same thing happened.
Ends without a reason or trace.  Hurt a little again and by this time, Just ready to completely say screw it for the year.

My friend introduces me to a girl on the computer.  Yeah, a computer, get this, just a name, a beatiful name actually.  I won't mention it, but just from the name, I was like, WOW!
So I talked to this girl on "ICQ" for about a week I guess, just words to words.  Remember I have never seen this girl, nor know if she exists.  She is
a little cautious at first, kind of like she was like me, had been hurt/played and just didn't want to go through it again.  Well, I was scared myself, but she
was amazing.  Yeah, just on the computer and a 4 letter beatiful name.  She was interesting and could actually carry on great conversations.  Time went on and I
got her number which was honestly, one of the best days of my life.  I called or maybe she did, hard to remember now.  But we talked for almost the whole night, something
I had never done and I could have talked to her the rest of my life, if only...  Anyways, I finally met her at a local CRUISING place and this is after seeing her for like 10secs
a few times before at this same place when were supposed to meet, but for once, she actually got out and talked.  She stole a peice of my heart in that very instant, maybe the whole heart, I just don't really know.  This girl
is amazing, every single little thing she does is like a miracle sent from heaven.  I just stood more less in awe, as to why this angel of a girl would even let a loser like me even
see into her world.  A world of great friends, great values, love and things I could have only dreamed about.  She was undoubtfuly the most beatiful girl I had and have ever met.
Those dark eyes that could just swallow all the worlds worries and come back with a sparkle and leave you lost in them forever, with only her gentle heart offering an escape back to reality.  I mean, the kind you dream about,
but never get to experience.
A complete RUSH.  Now, this girl's hair was a godsend, were talking dark brown with golden blonde, natural highlites in perfect places.  Like bangs for instant that cutely aggervate her, but
are like pure beauty when combined with her angle face.  Not to mention the fact that she had so much of this heavenly natural beauty that she needs no makeup.  This alone would be enough for
anyone to fall in love with but, she has a personality that is just not able to be described in words.  Mysterious, open, and interesting.  Yet the sweetest girl I had/have ever met.  She's caring, loving and
would do about anything to help.  I mean, well,
you can see that this girl is irresistable.  And I am once again left to wonder if I am just going to get to played as normal, but why would such a special angel want to even look at me.  Well,
everything went great, to my huge suprise.  I just let her make all the decisions so everything would move at her pace.  I never really told her how I felt. (huge mistake I guess)
We went out on weekends and I spent every second I could with her that she could stand me I guess.  She happened to work at a public place so yeah, I visited her at work
regularly.  Her friends are just as amazing as her, as well as her parents and brother.  I mean, I am like so lost is caring for this girl and I just don't care about anything else.  I knew I was
going to get hurt, and in way over my head, but I didn't care.  Just every second with her, was second I wanted to last forever.
Well, it came down to the weekend before I left for college, of course, this weekend would have to be special if we were to try and work it out during college and for once in my life, I was ready
to make a TRUE commitment.  By this time, we had officialy been dating for 2 days I think (after like 2 months of talkin).  I have a friend that works at the local florists so I figure when we go out on Friday, I will have
something special for her.  I have a special flower made (took at week to make), pink (her favorite color), dipped/tipped in blue (my favorite color) to symbolize I am in it for the long run.  Friday comes and she calls to
inform me that she had religous obligations, so being me, thats cool.  So I just know that Saturday will be all that more special.  Well, Saturday comes and I get another phone call, saying the same
thing, so once again, Im cool with everything because I care for this girl so much that I just will take her anyway I can get her. But I do wonder why I never got invited to these things, I guess she never really did care for me.
I dunno.
So I went out to the local meeting place just to talk with some of
our mutual friends, I get a call from her saying that that she was out of her meeting and that she would be there to see me.  I once again, ready my gift and am overjoyed that I get to meet her before
I leave.  The meeting time was around 11pm, at 3 am, I gave up and left.  I didn't really get played in this matter, but word was it that she was with another guy, actually she admitted it, but I didnt care.
She later called me before I left to tell me she "wanted to leave her options open".  So I was hurt, extremly hurt actually.  I even tried to make people think I was mad instead of hurt just to protect my loser self.
This girl was and still is so special to me that words or time could not describe.
Nevertheless, we are still friends and I am happy for every moment I get to spend with her or to see her name once again on ICQ.  I really think here might have been my first true love, one of which
I didn't get loved back.  The true words of a born loser. But I dont think I got played, just that she saw me for my loser self and couldnt care the same way about me.  I don't blame her, I know it's me.

Life goes on and I get played 1 more time, this time, another cheerleader that is just cute, not nothing to the looks of the above girl, but I just wanted some kind of redemtion that maybe I wasn't a
loser for letting myself get hurt all these times.  What happens with this one you ask?  Well, check it out.  I spend on pretty nice/magical evening with her (until 4am to be exact) and everything
went great.  The best any relationship had went that fast for me.  The next 2 days, I find out she
is talkin to like 2 other guys and giving me reasons for not talking to me.  That weekend, she completely leaves me for my friend who she is crazy over now, all right in front of my face.  Played big time here, but the flipside to this story
is that I got to spend 15mins of that night while the trajedy was taking place, with my 1st love(Maybe) which was like being in heaven all over again for 15mins.  Again, I am sounding like a loser, but I can't help it.  And you know that point
where you just get so low that you don't care anymore what people do to you, Im way below that so now Im not only a loser, but a pathetic one.

The worst thing is that I met a really great girl recently who really seems to want the same thing I do, but Ive felt it all before and heard it too many and Im scared of giving anything a try, but who knows.  She's really pretty and just a great girl.  So I guess Im just played out, I just hope I get through it because I would hate to know I let the right one pass...

Well this is like a super condensed story of my most rescent year's played love life.  Hope you enjoyed it.